I'm not really happy...
I don't want to bring war back again, but it affected my family so much financialy as mentally...
My family is literally split all over the world, I've seen my uncle twice in 15 years. My cousin lives in Norway, another one in Chatanooga, Australia, another one in Bosnia... My closest family is my mothers cousin who lives 2 mins away from us and thats it.
I was supposed to study in some big schools in Europe because we had the money, now we do not.
We used to get everything we wanted, food, toys, everything...
Then a few weeks after the war started, I was happy if I could eat something else than bread, and that lasted for a few years.
I remember once, my dad bought some Pepsi Cola. Honestly, i was like a kid who just recieved an X-Box 360.
I'm happy with the fact that we were able to situate and locate ourselves in a country that helped us adapt, so today I'm recieving some good education and I live in a safe place.
I'm not happy with nostalgia. Ask Flipmo or Sofi, Im sure they know how I feel.
Then again, I go back there every summer, which at the same time heals and opens my wound.
Which is why I voted : I don't know anymore.
I'm really lost honestly.