casey's made it. im not feelin the music that much but i can appreciate it. i respect the hustle, regardless of my feelings on the music. aint no denyin that shit.
tho i think humility is a good trait to have. sometimes it's lost in casey. this is what i dont like. i can admire someones success without having them constantly rub my nose in it and make out theyre better than me. dunno if thats all jokes tho, and i dont cry bout it, it just makes it harder to respect your hustle when you do it. know what i mean????
Thanks. I actually strive to be a very humble person in real life. I know I can easily sit here and say "well im jk im not like this at all really LOL" but, I don't need or have any reason to prove my character. I've said how it is, anyone who I speak to outside of here would confirm it, and that's the entirety of it.
The people that can see it for what it is understand, the people that always have had issues with me will deny it and continue to claim I'm just some egotistical asshole, and that's fine.
and Casey's defense is that when he's not being a lovable person, he is ACTING. When he IS a lovable person, he ISN'T acting.
He ascribes all bad behavior to a "social experiment" he's conducting, and all good behavior to who he really is.
and that's why I have a problem with that.
My perspective is that when Casey's ego and pride are under attack, all humility is lost and the egomaniac inside comes out and shows it's colors. But when his pride and ego aren't under attack, he's a chill dude. I'd be a hypocrite if I said I don't resort to similar reactions when my pride is under attack, but maybe that is why I can't stomach when people claim they don't do the same thing.
OK, this might be somewhat difficult to explain but I'm going to try and do it anyway.
What you said is true. Partially. If I wasn't able to step back and view myself from an outside perspective than what you said would be completely true. But for it to be completely true, I would have to lack that perspective.
But the way you explained it, is where it started to some extent. And everybody has that. Someone throws a jab, I get a little bit cocky and go into attack mode.
Where it progressed from there was that I sort of enjoyed it and enjoyed watching the chaos that surrounded it. Obviously I KNOW that when I do it, it exacerbates the situation. People will attack more, so I attack them more back, and the situation escalates. I wanted to see how far I could push people. I wanted to explore different people's limit and just how much people will tolerate when I attack the core things that make up much of who they are - most of all their diets and spiritual values. I believe in the things I believe in (veganism and atheism) for personal and compassionate reasons, as well as pure logic, which is a large part of the way I think.
So I knew with these two issues that I always have the upper hand. Morally, veganism and vegetarianism are superior to eating meat. Logically, there is no god. So no matter how much I rile people up and engage them in ridiculous all out flame war debates, they can't defeat me on these two points, and most unintelligent people will try to using the most ridiculous, retarded arguments, just making themselves look stupider in the process because their logic can not progress, it continues to hit brick walls. From the most basic, moral perspective, if you eat meat then you don't care about the welfare of animals and you don't have a problem with being indirectly responsible for their death, so the only reason you have for doing it is either a) ignorance, or B) you enjoy it and put your own needs above others.
That's the truth, but most people can't accept that. I'd have absolutely no problem with someone saying "I eat meat because I don't care about killing animals". Yeah I might make you feel bad about it (and that's my prerogative because obviously I can't condone the killing of animals) but at LEAST that person would be being honest, rather than trying to bullshit me (and actually themself) that there's actually some sort of justification for doing it other than selfishness.
My point is that I felt like I could attack and rile as much as I wanted to, observe the responses, , understand the way people think, understand the way people express their views on the internet with the benefit of anonymity when they are being attacked, understand how to define identity and clique methods in an online surrounding, and more.
You know I gave Sandeep some promo stuff recently to promote my EP at his college. Even though he lives in the same area as me, I ended up mailing it him rather than giving it to him in person, because, and this is a quote from him - "I'm scared of you."
Through nothing more than ASCII characters and words, I've stirred up the strongest emotions in people from hate, to anger, to resentment, to fear. And conversely, from others I've inspired loyalty and respect. It's all just interesting to me and I don't really have any way of utilising the knowledge (yet) but knowledge is always useful.
So anyone who thinks I'm simply making excuses is free to think that - because I know the knowledge and the perspective I've gained from it, and that's all I set out to do in the first place.
Yeah, it may seem obsessive to the untrained eye so I'll quit. Anyway I can't be mad at him, he gets all my big bang theory references.
At least you take the time to write a detailed critical post, rather than just making random cusses occasionally and then quoting someone else that writes the thing you couldn't be bothered to write yourself and adds their own YEAH LOL I AGREE CASEY SUXX0RZ ROFL! comment underneath it.