Getting high

[_carmi]

It's my grandmother's funeral tomorrow. I cannot deal with this. Imma get weed this week and smoke it away. I can't cry. I look like a heartless bitch but really I can't cry. I don't wanna cry. I only feel depressed when I'm alone. Being home is depressing and I've been home for the past 2 days.

Can't wait to get high.

 

[The.Menace]

I'll tell ya what a friend once told me: special situations might need special actions.

It's ok.

 

[_carmi]

Yeah well I always knew I'd do that if it was to happen. The only problem will be to stop me from smoking after a while.

 

[S. Fourteen]

Grandma would be proud.

clean for nearly 5 months, btw. I still think about it almost every night but the human mind is a powerful thing especially when you play mind games. but not that kind of mind games - oh boy, I do hate those mind games people play - especially the ones between two people of opposite sex with sexual tension. Yes, I am the motherfucking champ. People pause and say "look at his footwork! the balance is amazing!"

 

[Flipmo]

I got really really drunk with my brother and close friends (who knew my gramps) when my grampa died.

It helped a lot... for maybe a day...

Be strong Carm. You don't have to cry to show you care, I'm sure the family knows that.

 

[Jeynaya]

im sorry to hear that, i hope your ok.

i thought marijuana was a depressant though, is it not?

<3

 

[ArtsyGirl]

I smoked for basically a year after I lost my grandparents, don't know how much it helped but I got through.. Just don't stay that way for too long or it'll fuck you up. Be strong.

 

[ARon]

How do you suppose getting high will help?

 

[Tha_Wood]

^i think maybe because its like an escape, kinda like alcohol is for some people

 

[Lil KaMiKaZe]

it'll only help you to sleep...

be strong....

 

[The.Menace]

How do you suppose getting high will help?

You never really smoked weed before, right?

 

[Shahin]

Sorry to hear about your loss carmi.
Don't smoke too much try to control yourself, cus weed can really fuck with your mind if you're in a weak place mentally.

 

[Jeremy]

Weed would make me think about it alot more in depth and make it worse for me.

 

[The.Menace]

I really don't understand the anwsers in this thread, but well. Maybe it's just me.

 

[Maverick]

i used to be a huge pothead. not that its a big deal. and i dont really have a big answer either. just dont turn to weed when you are feeling down.

 

[tugger13]

^Have to agree with Mafia, smoking weed to get over the loss of someone is probably not the best idea. Just try to remember all the good times you had together and cherish those memories. Think about how she would have wanted you to react to such a situation, and represent for grandma. Stay strong.

 

[ARon]

You never really smoked weed before, right?

I have. I just don't think it helps. I'm being a hypocrit cus just 2 months ago I lost a friend and the first thing we did was drive around and smoke for a couple hours. I don't think getting high helped me at all. I could have very well just went and played basketball for those couple hours and been fine. How will smoking help? I ask myself this now and find no answers, what do you think.

 

[keco52]

I'm sorry about your grandma carmi. I used to drink a lot everytime something was bothering me...it never really made anything better...usually made it worse.

 

[Tha_Wood]

I'm sorry about your grandma carmi. I used to drink a lot everytime something was bothering me...it never really made anything better...usually made it worse.

hey me too

 

[dillaxx]

i should so call the cops on everyone in this thread..