A quick update for anyone interested.

[Tha_Wood]

i have 2 weeks left and then i will be back home. i am really looking forward to it, sleeping in my own bed again. and also not having to do counseling and stuff like it. Its really awkward in group session because people share there problems of why they drink and do drugs, and when people are sharing stuff like they were raped or grew up on the streets, then it gets to my turn, and i have had a pretty cushy life, and i tell them that im pretty much an idiot, makes you feel pretty stupid.

on the positive side i have gotten pretty good at chess, and because i have been behaving well i get a few more freedoms.

the other night we had a "party" in the rec hall. it was mainly to learn how to have a good time without drugs and alcohol. probably would have been a good experience if it didnt feel so forced and awkward.

 

[Chronic]

Have you gotten something out of it? Or do you think that you'll act differently because of it?

 

[Tha_Wood]

i will act differently. i will still drink, but not in excess. the one on one counseling is better for me as im not really in the same position as the rest of the people in here. in the one on one i have been talking and planning how i can control my self when i go out. first thing would be to not take drugs, next is to only take out a limited amount of money. that has been a part of why i have been getting out of hand becuase these last few months i have had more money then i have ever had so i have been kinda "living it up" in a sense.

the other thing is i have been able to talk about some of my personal problems( as insignificant as they are) which has been good.

 

[THEV1LL4N]

you have internet in prison? haha.

where have you been staying again, in an institution?

 

[Shadows]

That's good man.
Did you admit to your councelor that you will be still drinking?

 

[THEV1LL4N]

sounds good, wood. would you say we have a 'new' wood?

no really, well done. you'll feel the rewards that abstinence brings.

 

[Tha_Wood]

lol im in a rehab center not jail. yeh i told her i will be still drinking in the one on one sessions. while she advised me not too, she understood and we are working on a "responsible drinking plan".

in all honesty im really only here because what i did was bad but not really bad enough to go to jail for. but i figure while im here i may as well try and take something from it. the hardest part about being here is the social aspect, there aren't to many people in here who like me as i have not really faced the same problems as they have. and a lot of the people i have nothing in common with.

 

[THEV1LL4N]

no difference to the forum then? lol. no we love you really. you are significant on this board.

 

[Pittsey]

It seems strange to me that you are even there. I know people with far worse dependencies on drugs and alcohol. They are in my close circle of friends and most of the time don't acknowledge their problem. But... Good on you for trying to take something positive from the experience.

 

[dilla]

Did you ever say what you did that was not bad enough for jail but was for rehab?

 

[Flipmo]

I love you, man.

 

[THEV1LL4N]

^^ lol. that sounds familiar.

 

[Shadows]

My sister went to rehab and relapsed and is in prison right now.

Before she relapsed though, she said she felt stupid as fuck too. She said that most of the ppl there were raped as a kid or something.

take the best out of it dude.

 

[vg4030]

Good to hear youre working on things.

Will you have a record when you finish? that would suck

 

[Jokerman]

in all honesty im really only here because what i did was bad but not really bad enough to go to jail for.

I don't think changing our names on here was bad enough to even get sent to rehab. Damn, Rukas is harsh.

 

[masta247]

Will you have a record when you finish? that would suck

That wouldn't suck. He could rightfully become a rapper.

 

[Da_Funk]

Good on you man

 

[Rukas]

I don't think changing our names on here was bad enough to even get sent to rehab. Damn, Rukas is harsh.

It's actually a meat rehab clinic, run by Casey Rain. I had nothing to do with it, but Im going to go visit Woody sometime soon if he puts me on the list.

 

[dilla]

It's actually a meat rehab clinic, run by Casey Rain. I had nothing to do with it, but Im going to go visit Woody sometime soon if he puts me on the list.

Morning prayers held on iPhone themed carpets?

 

[Farzin]

lol you pussy. hang in there