That's how I'm feeling right now. I just found out that I have nearly 3k posts, Streethop is like an e-family to me but I don't have any particular friendships here. I see people who chat with each other on daily basis, I see e-friendships going on (even people who pose to dislike each others) in here and even Woody and Stred who joined lately are hanging out with many guys here now. I came to the conclusion that I don't socialise with anyone in particular. I barely send any pms, I don't comment on anyone's profile, I don't write on anyone's msn and such, even tho I enjoy reading many of your posts and I know many things about many of you and I think I would also like many of you guys. Sigh is my e-pal, I occasionally chat with Euthanasia and Yeshua, I messaged once or twice with Casey but that happens really rarely and I came to the point where I think I'd like to get to know most of you guys more. I think the point is that I never posted much about myself, I was never trying to be cool or funny or anything and I'm not throwing a lot of myself to this board but I enjoy reading, hearing your guys stories and problems. It's kind of funny to know and remember details about even semi-popular members' lifes - counting my previous nicknames I'm here since at least 6 years but started to post a bit more 2 or 3 years ago. Before that our block was like a reality show to me. I joined in and now I make a post here and there but mostly it's nothing personal, I'd like it to be more personal. I also have more time for the internet and I'd like to get to know you guys better. It's bad to feel like an outsider to such a cool Streethop family.
+sorry for grammar, I'm too tired to correct it now hah.
+sorry for grammar, I'm too tired to correct it now hah.
