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Slitting Wrists

Eric

Eric

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I hate my life. I just realized I work too much. I can max out at 70 hours a week and still want to work more. I don't know if it's because I want to or it's this urge/habit. I'd rather be at work than at home on weekdays (weekdays I don't do jack). I've even spent the night at work before--just to wake up the next day ready to go at it again.

I don't like to sleep. But when I finally get tired, it's a great feeling. But if I don't sleep during that period where I'm tired, I pass the point of no return and don't sleep at all. Like I'll feel fine again. And so yesterday I didn't sleep and I went to work. I've been awake for 2 days I think. I could have slept tonight but I wanted to go out because it was my only night to go out this weekend. If I didn't take it, I would have been more depressed than I am now. But I think I am depressed because I haven't slept. I don't understand the science of it all but I think my body and mind hasn't had a chance to reboot because lack of sleep and it's killing me. I can't sleep now bc I work in 2 hrs and I'll be there for 17 hrs (true story). God hates me and I really feel like running away.

Good bye. Rant over. Keco, now is a good time to be my friend.

eace.
 
But if I don't sleep during that period where I'm tired, I pass the point of no return and don't sleep at all
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Yeah I know that too well. Anyway Eric, you said it all yourself. You think you're depressed cause u're tired. So I'd suggest you survive these 17 hour somehow, go home, open up a beer or two and go 2 bed (or go to bed right away). Even if you don't feel tired, lay down, dim the light and settle your mind. You'll fall asleep and it's gonna be a new and brigther day tomorrow.

take care.
 
Pittsey said:
I sleep fine, rarely work 40 hours a week and I feel good. I enjoy my home life and Keco is my friend. It's all good.
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word.

shit, its a damn good thing i get off work early today, would suck if i had to work some shit like, what, 17 hours, fuck.

peace.
 
Your stupider then I thought if your thinking about slitting your wrists. Everyone has been depressed or on the verge of being depressed at least once in their life. What makes you any different?

You have already said it, you feel like crap because you haven't slept. After you get some sleep you will be able to think clearer. A "sleepless Eric" is a "sad Eric". Get my drift?

Life is too important for you to give up on. Life will pass you by if you don't stop to take a good look around once in a while and before you know it you will be 65. Don't wait too long because life is too short.
 
70 hours is insane.

Like good old Pittsey said, 40 hours is enough (i work 38,5 and its ok).

Find something more valuable than working the whole day.
 
Rahim said:
Your stupider then I thought if your thinking about slitting your wrists. Everyone has been depressed or on the verge of being depressed at least once in their life. What makes you any different?

You have already said it, you feel like crap because you haven't slept. After you get some sleep you will be able to think clearer. A "sleepless Eric" is a "sad Eric". Get my drift?

Life is too important for you to give up on. Life will pass you by if you don't stop to take a good look around once in a while and before you know it you will be 65. Don't wait too long because life is too short.
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i think he didn't mean it,it was just to show how he was tired ==> so depressed...
 
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Jeremy said:
You're on salary right? Is it based on 40/h weeks? Are you getting paid for the extra 30/h?
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You have to work a minimum of 50 hours or they get mad at you. If you work more than 70 they will send you an email telling you the team member service center has someone to talk to you if there are emotional/mental problems. They'll basically tell you don't work over 70.
 
Eric said:
You have to work a minimum of 50 hours or they get mad at you. If you work more than 70 they will send you an email telling you the team member service center has someone to talk to you if there are emotional/mental problems. They'll basically tell you don't work over 70.
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You didn't answer the questions.
 
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