tonight i cancelled my work shift cause i honestly couldn't go. i'm exhausted, i have this psych assignment that's due tomorrow and i honestly need a bit of time with myself.
i feel bad for cancelling it. i'm the type of person who feels bad if they cancel shifts, arrive late or leave early from work. i know i'll have no consequences, but i still feel bad somehow. i care about being a good worker. i mean, i know i ain't a top worker, i'm lazy sometimes but eh it's a call center they don't even noticed cause it's such a boring job. still, i feel bad. i don't know. i've always been like this. i don't care to arrive late or leave early from school, but when it comes to work, i can't do it. i feel bad.
it's the 2nd time in almost 1 year i cancel a shift, which is very good compared to my co-workers who cancel a shift every now and then.
i suck eh?
i feel bad for cancelling it. i'm the type of person who feels bad if they cancel shifts, arrive late or leave early from work. i know i'll have no consequences, but i still feel bad somehow. i care about being a good worker. i mean, i know i ain't a top worker, i'm lazy sometimes but eh it's a call center they don't even noticed cause it's such a boring job. still, i feel bad. i don't know. i've always been like this. i don't care to arrive late or leave early from school, but when it comes to work, i can't do it. i feel bad.
it's the 2nd time in almost 1 year i cancel a shift, which is very good compared to my co-workers who cancel a shift every now and then.
i suck eh?

that's me translating from french to english. might be bad.