He will not, he suggested it today. Meaning if I do take a picture, post it, and he gives me shit about it, I have an MSN log to throw in his face. Sucks 2 B him.
Gotta get up in 4.5 hours and i still can't sleep. I'm weedless, what are the odds, I ran out earlier today lol so I can't take a hit right now. I'm gonna scrape the bowl though cause I really need to catch some sleep but can't.
In other news, I just finished saying goodbye to the woman I love who I will never get. I never had to do this, I never felt I had to give up another person that I cared this much about. I could probably care even more for a person so it's not like this is anything insane, but it's the toughest thing I had to let go thus far in my life. Although no one cares, I wanted to share that it was a very nice good bye. I feel like we really left things in a good way. Although I can't have her there is much prospect for friendship in the future, and I would like this. So all in all I'm a little sad, a little stressed, and hella excited.
I actually seriously considered cutting a real fish out of a picture digitally so I had a cut-out of a real live-looking fish, and then have it put on a t-shirt that I could wear for our meet-up. I could even have printed "Proud member of Norway" on the back of the shirt, get a few of them and we could hit the town with our very own uniform/slogan. God, what a brilliant idea!!
