I screwed up last night

[CoolWaterz]

I used to be a really cool drunk, the life of the party guy...but in the last few years ive become a black-out drunk...i dont know when it started but it started to become the norm doing stupid shit and not remembering it the next morning...

i get ashamed of myself or things im told i said...I got a handle on it eventually but last night i slipped up again. I got really hammered with a group of friends i go out with and their starting to get pissed of at my behavior. They told me this morning people are complaining about my uncontrollable drunk behavior. its not the first time.. I feel really awful about this. Im an adult i shouldnt still be figuring out my limit...

It sucks because I dont want people to stop wanting to hang out with me because i cant handle my alcohol. I just get so excited because i dont get out much anymore bec of school so when im finally out, i get too excited and over drink. But now im seeing my respect level diminish and im "that guy" whose always wasted when hes drunk..my friends get drunk but they dont get to my level..

I decided to cut myself off and offer myself as the designated driver for a while so that i dont even have the option of getting wasted. ANd before you ask, no im not an alcoholic in fact i rarely get drunk anymore because im to busy with school..but when i do get drunk, i get DRUNK.

I should also mention i actually drove home last night as well. Granted, it was from my friends house who lives 2 minutes away, but nevertheless, Im making beyond stupid decisions and endangering myself and my future.

Dont even know why i typed this...its just been eating at me all day and depressing me. Maybe typing about it will clear up my head

 

[Prize Gotti]

when you feel drunk, make your self sick, then you'll sober up, and you can carry on drinking.

 

[Eric]

lol nice! yo we should hang out

 

[Get In The Van I Have Candy]

Well with the years of drinking you won't be able to handle your liquor anymore and guess what, you will want more. The brain cells are going bye bye

Stop or better yet slow down on the drinking man. You will get a beergut if you haven't already.

 

[Mo_Murda]

You will get a beergut if you haven't already.

I'm a proud owner of one

 

[Tha_Wood]

im trying to get one lol. im always wasted when i go out but not to a level where i am annoying, i have a few mates like that tho.

 

[Sebastian]

Thats so lame.

 

[Bobby Sands]

I cant understand people that judge other people based on their actions when they are drunk.Its so lame.Some people,when they are drunk are gonna act stupid.Maybe they shouldnt drink as much but they shouldnt be judged on how they act when drunk.

I knew a guy in college,who was a nice guy when not drunk but when he was drunk he used to always start fights with people over stupid things.

 

[Rahim]

don't worry man...just try to watch ur drinking thats all..or just dont drink at all

 

[Chronic]

Insert a 30 minutes between drinks rule. Good thing you at least realize you're not doing the right thing, especially when it comes to driving even 2 minutes.

I cant understand people that judge other people based on their actions when they are drunk.

It just that you shouldn't get to that point of drunkness if you know you're an annoying drunk, like CoolWaterz recogizes.

 

[Cooper]

when you feel drunk, make your self sick, then you'll sober up, and you can carry on drinking.

You can carry on drinkin but the alcohol will already be in your blood

 

[Devious]

I cant understand people that judge other people based on their actions when they are drunk.Its so lame.Some people,when they are drunk are gonna act stupid.Maybe they shouldnt drink as much but they shouldnt be judged on how they act when drunk.

I knew a guy in college,who was a nice guy when not drunk but when he was drunk he used to always start fights with people over stupid things.

well you shouldn't judge people on their drunken actions, but at the same time, who wants to hang around and party with a guy who makes an ass out of himself every time? i've known a few guys like that, and people like that tend to ruin the fun for everyone, especially violent drunks. the 30 minute rule between drinks is a good one, i tend to stick to that nowadays when i'm drinking.

 

[CoolWaterz]

well you shouldn't judge people on their drunken actions, but at the same time, who wants to hang around and party with a guy who makes an ass out of himself every time? i've known a few guys like that, and people like that tend to ruin the fun for everyone, especially violent drunks. the 30 minute rule between drinks is a good one, i tend to stick to that nowadays when i'm drinking.

Yeah, im far from a violent drunk...ive had friends like that too and i hated hanging out with them and eventually stopped..BUT i am just an ass when im drunk...like my eyes are pretty much shut and ill say stupid shit and try to hit on girls but im all sloppy...i basically make a fool out of myself and its really not a good thing.

its embarrassing because noones going to take you seriously or respect you when you're the immature baby who still hasnt learned to hold his alcohol. I could eassssily make the conscious decision to cut myself off, i just dont for some reason..

so from now until whenever i feel i have my act together, ive volunteered to be the designated driver so i dont even have the option of drinking. I want to be the guy who talks to girls and looks good when hes drinking...mature with a drink in his hand...not the sloppy loser whose half asleep

 

[S O F I]

I want to be the guy who talks to girls and looks good when hes drinking...mature with a drink in his hand...

Yeah, that's me.