look no offence, you have caught me in a bad mood, but spare me your religious "holier than thou" attitude. i know myself, and i know aspects of you which i have obviously gathered from your posts. you're weird. im simply just referring to your 7 year obsession with a girl whom you only talk to on the internet (because, like, sometimes you talk for 3 hours a day, and, like, you talk to her so much that the internet bill has exceeded 30 dollars) and that you are nervous around, despite "chasing" (and i use that loosely because the correct word is obsessing) a girl whom youve known for over 7 years. you're weird. the shit you do is fucking stange, peculiar, odd, different, queer, eccentric, and whatever fucking word you can pull out of the thesauras. it's not normal. you have placed all your faith in God to do everything for you because youre just too much of a pussy to do anything yourself. youre living a deluded life - a fantasy, a story, something derived from your dreams in your head.
let me put it to you in the most blunt manner. that girl who you have "loved" for 7 years. she doesnt like you. she never will. nothing is going to just miraculously change her mind and start loving you. shes not going to wake up and think "omg, i love rahim". and i genuinely feel sorry for you that youre wasting your time pursuing some romantic wit this chick when it's CLEAR that the most you are is just good friends (if not even). fuck, im sorry man but you , and a lot of other things have just pissed me off tonight
youre posts have made me form the opinion that you are weird. they arent baseless. yoruie just weird weird weird weird weird weird