So what if I don't care?

[Euphanasia]

I feel as though it's over. No, not life in the literal sense, but as far as lessons learned, obstacles overcome, etc. I've learned some very very hard lessons over the last few years. I've felt horrible pain and hardship; I've found out the truth about people and the ways of the world. I don't really care to learn anymore; I don't want to learn anymore valuable lessons at the expense of more sorrow and misery. I don't want to deal with drama and stupid fucking mind games. I don't want to live life with stress and pain and discomfort. Yeah, this thread might sound incredibly cynical but there's a silver lining to this cloud - maybe I'm content with the way things are even if they aren't that good. I have a lot to be thankful for. I could have been born into abject poverty, anarchy and turmoil. I could have endured horror in my life beyond my wildest dreams, but I didn't. I had issues, yes, but everyone does to some extent. I just feel as though I don't want to work for those things that I've spent years working for just to fail.

I guess the message of this thread is meant to suggest that I'm done trying. Does "trying" equal "living?" I don't know. For me, trying almost always equals failure and I don't want to live with failure anymore. So I'm just going to live like I have been living, just without the dreams that stir in my mind; without the hopes that swell up inside of me; without the chance that pure happiness is attainable.

To summarize, I've come to grips with the reality of my situation. Despite what people would have you believe, happiness is not a choice. If it was a choice, everyone would choose to be happy. Happiness is something attained by means of a somewhat satisfactory life, even if it's not glamorous; happiness is something that not everyone finds. The harshest part of life is that many people find it and some do not. It's that simple.

 

[AmerikazMost]

Poor you.

 

[ArtsyGirl]

People have too high expectations on life. As long as you live you will endure pain, disappointment and failure. Even if you don't try, theres no avoiding it. Your always going to make a mistake somewhere, somehow.. You may as well keep learning from them.

 

[Rahim]

its how you look at it..life is what u make it to be..if you can appreciate everything u have in ur life and u think good thoughts and u do good deeds..then thats what heaven is....if u think negative and bad thoughts and say hey i dont have this how come he has that and i dont..or why does he have more money then me or how come im so poor..if u think like that then ur going to stay like that..life is full of problems but u cant give up..

if u lose your faith u lose everything man im telling you

you need to think ur the best in the world. im the best i dont need anyone except God, my family, and people that care about me man...u need to do something..get ur shit together....finish your responsibilities in this world...and keep a balance in ur life


and the meaning of life is to struggle. never forget that because thats the whole reason we are here. to struggle.

EDIT: oh ya and one more thing man...ull get through this feeling...dont let the way u feel for this moment in your life takeover everything thats more important...what ur feeling inside will change...its a feeling for the moment......you'll get through it and something good will come out of it in the end...whatever it is..its different for everybody.....but just make sure u dont lose ur faith because thats important....its the worst feeling in the world to lose faith. the only way to keep it is to keep a balance in ur life..and dont let ur wordly matters overtake everything else.....

hope everything works out with u man

 

[S. Fourteen]

Thats whole lotta text.. you must care about something it looks like.

 

[Farzin]

I can't find the clip from Mr deeds movie so i am going to type it.

"All i heard was bla bla bla i'm a whore"

 

[Preach]

believe it or not, but maybe changing the way you think works out well for you. maybe you have been trying to reach a climax that doesn't exist, that never existed but in your head. maybe now that you don't work towards that you won't feel the same failure and might start feeling success. success doesn't have to be an epic achievement.

 

[Preach]

and if this is considered a long post i must say that streethop is really dumbing down these days. it's not cool to not read people's posts because they're long, it just makes you look lazy and unintelligent.

 

[ill-matic]

maybe try to lower your expectations. im not saying that you cant attain the goals you set to achieve, but sometimes real progress takes time, patients - and essentially you work by attaining your goals in increments. start small... develop some goals such as creating a gym routine, and discipline yourself to adhere to it. once accomplishing this, move onto another goal - but make it something within reach. let's say by reading a chapter of a book every night (as a bad example).

over time these increments will accumulate into a bigger picture, and you will ultimately feel fulfilled. a lot of the time people get lost in their ambitions and goals etc because you want to acheive something right away, and when it feels out of reach you feel worthless, defeated, and all those emotions that come with these feelings. it's the wrong way to go about it. take things slow, and work your way up. rome wasn't built in a day brudda.

 

[Synful*Luv]

Thats whole lotta text.. you must care about something it looks like.

LOL, this is so mean... but funny. Read what he's saying