Official FEAR Thread.

Tupac Tha Great said:
Im not goin into detail.^^.

For example,i might get a thought of harming something.One day i was at work.We were sitting down drinking coffee.One of the guys sittin with us is a boss.Nice guy.Were just talking ,then a thought pops into my head that im pouring coffee over him and shouting "burn".Im afraid ill harm someone.Its totally irrational because i kknow deep down that i would never harm someone for no reason like that.Theres more to it than that which is far worse.i dont want to discuss it though.
you should seek some help, because this is not normal.
 
i think someone else said it, but it's not really being afraid to fight, it is more of an adrenaline rush, i ain't scared to fight cuz i figure goin in if i win i win, if i lose, i shouldn't have messed with that person and deserved to get my ass kicked.

my fears come down to 2, i fear drowning (or suffocating in any way) and being burned in a fire
 
Deuce 7 Tha Psycho said:
what u think about fear?
2.are u afraid to fight(before u start to fight?when u´re in the fight?
3.what do u fear the most?

1. Fear is whenever you are nervous and get a knot in your stomache

2. not directly. im scared that if i fall on the cement the wrong way or get hit the wrong way, ill get hurt badly or die.

3. heights
 
ive been in my share of fights, and i could pretend and say 'ooh i dont like fighting- its wrong', but the truth is i love to fight. dont get me wrong, im not an asshole... i dont start fights and i avoid fighting at all costs- but i do love to fight. i like a challenge- i like fighting people bigger than me, i like fighting more than 1 person at a time, and i dont mind getting cracked in the face. only thing i do mind is getting shot or stabbed. most people get the butterflies before a fight, but in the heat of a fight ur instincts take over.

dont feel like getting too deep in this post so forgive me if i didnt touch on everything.
 
Tupac Tha Great said:
Im not goin into detail.^^.

For example,i might get a thought of harming something.One day i was at work.We were sitting down drinking coffee.One of the guys sittin with us is a boss.Nice guy.Were just talking ,then a thought pops into my head that im pouring coffee over him and shouting "burn".Im afraid ill harm someone.Its totally irrational because i kknow deep down that i would never harm someone for no reason like that.Theres more to it than that which is far worse.i dont want to discuss it though.


that's not OCD.. OCD is something like chopping a carrot, and for some reason all the peices of carrot have to be the same size. Or your blinds have to be a certain length from the sill for a strange reason... Or for example you cant walk on the cracks on the footpath. It's similar to habits but just very strange that it's obsessive.
 
ill-matic said:
that's not OCD.. OCD is something like chopping a carrot, and for some reason all the peices of carrot have to be the same size. Or your blinds have to be a certain length from the sill for a strange reason... Or for example you cant walk on the cracks on the footpath. It's similar to habits but just very strange that it's obsessive.
...which is why i encouraged him to seek professional consultation.
hearing voices, whether auditory or imagine, is not normal - especially when they tell you to cause harm to oneself or others. what happens when you're fatigued and don't have the energy to fight what the voices say? better to get assessed sooner than later.
 
that's not OCD.. OCD is something like chopping a carrot, and for some reason all the peices of carrot have to be the same size. Or your blinds have to be a certain length from the sill for a strange reason... Or for example you cant walk on the cracks on the footpath. It's similar to habits but just very strange that it's obsessive.


There are different forms of ocd.what i described is only a tiny part of my problem.Im nearly sure i have a form of OCD.

...which is why i encouraged him to seek professional consultation.
hearing voices, whether auditory or imagine, is not normal - especially when they tell you to cause harm to oneself or others. what happens when you're fatigued and don't have the energy to fight what the voices say? better to get assessed sooner than later.

I know ,in reality,that i would never harm anyone unless i was defending myself.I guess i have a fear harming someone badly.

I guess i should see someone about this, but i fear that if i see a doctor about this he will say there is nothing wrong with me and that i am what i fear being.
 
mrmakaveli7 said:
ive been in my share of fights, and i could pretend and say 'ooh i dont like fighting- its wrong', but the truth is i love to fight. dont get me wrong, im not an asshole... i dont start fights and i avoid fighting at all costs- but i do love to fight. i like a challenge- i like fighting people bigger than me, i like fighting more than 1 person at a time, and i dont mind getting cracked in the face. only thing i do mind is getting shot or stabbed. most people get the butterflies before a fight, but in the heat of a fight ur instincts take over.

dont feel like getting too deep in this post so forgive me if i didnt touch on everything.

remember how many ppl get beat do death in fights.what chall think bout it?:)
 
Tupac Tha Great said:
I know ,in reality,that i would never harm anyone unless i was defending myself.I guess i have a fear harming someone badly.

I guess i should see someone about this, but i fear that if i see a doctor about this he will say there is nothing wrong with me and that i am what i fear being.
if you had a broken arm you'd go see a doctor, so how is this any different?
 
ill-matic said:
that's not OCD.. OCD is something like chopping a carrot, and for some reason all the peices of carrot have to be the same size. Or your blinds have to be a certain length from the sill for a strange reason... Or for example you cant walk on the cracks on the footpath. It's similar to habits but just very strange that it's obsessive.
Of course its OCD. its textbook OCD...hes thinking "bad" thoughts because he knows its wrong to think such thoughts. That is classic OCD.
 
if you had a broken arm you'd go see a doctor, so how is this any different?

I know i should.There are techniques you can use to beat this yourself.Im doing better now than i was lets say 2 months ago but there are some bad days.
 
Tupac Tha Great said:
I know i should.There are techniques you can use to beat this yourself.Im doing better now than i was lets say 2 months ago but there are some bad days.
everybody knows if they can handle it. if you have it under control, its fine..but if you find yourself ending up like howard hughes in the aviator i would definately get on medication and see a doctor.
 

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