fuck me.
thought id have a nice dinner with some nice pasta and sauce. an hour and a half later i feel like fuckign dying. my stomach just feels like it was eating itself. my face went all yellow and i just looked like a fucking leper. then i threw up. i havent thrown up in years and i never remembered it to be so fucking painful. everytime my chest or whatever contracted it was like a dagger in my chest, and for some reason it even hurt my testicles. how the fuck does it hurt my testicles? it felt like something was tugging on them. altho my hand was on them cos it needs soemthing to squeeze in situations like this, and a stress ball wasnt around so my testies had to do. but this was an internal pain. like someone was tugging my balls from the inside. goddamnit.
btw, i didnt throw up and run to the computer to share this. im drinking some green tea before i get some sleep. but holy fuck. i never want to go through that shit again. when i was younger i never experienced this pain whilst throwing up.
it was like a pain where when you drink water or something, and you get an air bubble, so its like something stabbing your chest. but this was 10000 times worse. maybe the contractions trapped some air or something making it painful. i duno.
thought id have a nice dinner with some nice pasta and sauce. an hour and a half later i feel like fuckign dying. my stomach just feels like it was eating itself. my face went all yellow and i just looked like a fucking leper. then i threw up. i havent thrown up in years and i never remembered it to be so fucking painful. everytime my chest or whatever contracted it was like a dagger in my chest, and for some reason it even hurt my testicles. how the fuck does it hurt my testicles? it felt like something was tugging on them. altho my hand was on them cos it needs soemthing to squeeze in situations like this, and a stress ball wasnt around so my testies had to do. but this was an internal pain. like someone was tugging my balls from the inside. goddamnit.
btw, i didnt throw up and run to the computer to share this. im drinking some green tea before i get some sleep. but holy fuck. i never want to go through that shit again. when i was younger i never experienced this pain whilst throwing up.
it was like a pain where when you drink water or something, and you get an air bubble, so its like something stabbing your chest. but this was 10000 times worse. maybe the contractions trapped some air or something making it painful. i duno.
