I'm paranoid. Sometimes salty doesn't answer my phone calls and I get really freaked out, like, I'm losing him. I get afraid and that fear turns to anger. I scream at salty in his voicemail. The tone of my voice sounds enthusiastic when I'm proven wrong. But I don't admit my wrongs because I consider that to be a failure. I will lie if I have to. I will not be proven wrong by anybody. I get really uncomfortable when I don't understand things. When this happens, I need to stop looking or listening to whatever it is that I don't understand. When I'm shown a person's ability that I don't possess, I need to come out the winner. I will critique on it without having a clue. I sound like a complete douche and an idiot when I do that but I feel smarter in the inside, I come out the winner.