without the board i felt as if i was in a strange but somewhat familiar place, like Déjà vu kind of. i walked out side of my home and walked up to the park, seeing marvelous colors that i dont get to see while looking at my computer screen. i started to feel my pasty white skin burning and i remembered a thing they once talked about in school called sun burn. i decided i better pick up some sunscreen from the local store. as i was walking there i thought to my self, fuck streethop i dont need it i have plenty of things to do.
i walked into the shop, it felt like a oven in there, for some reason i thought of Sebastian and all the funny things he had said over the years. i walked to the counter to pay for the sunscreen and i looked at the Asian man and thought of SiGh and how he once told me to keep up the good posting, and then how rude i was to him earlier that morning. i decided i needed to head home, the real world reminded me of the world i love so much more, the world of streethop.
on the way home i passed the the toilet where a pedophile once abused a young child, just as i saw that my ipod changed song to Eatin MC's by Big Easy. i needed to get back home all i could think about was streethop and its members. i got home and realized i was still banned, thats when it hit me, maybe i will be banned for ever. i broke down into tears.
now i am home and i never want to leave again. i love you streethop