Furious Anger

[Casey]

Stefan I'm not sharing any more stories, I only posted basic shit, I could go into details but I'm choosing not to. Fataldawg has it pretty close to the mark. That's how it was in and around Birmingham for me and my peoples.

Candyman187 has a similar life story to mine, I think that's partly why me and him connected so well.

 

[Dante]

should this ego fest be in that introduce yourself forum?

life isn't a walk in the fuckin' park. blathering on about how hard life was reeks of immaturity - especially at 19 when you haven't even faced shit yet. things might seem like a big deal now, but in 20 years when you've actually seen some real shit you'll know what i'm talking about. if i can get on my soapbox for a moment, if you truly faced a murder rap and all this drama before 19 maybe you need to think about things. just because some numbnut raps about throwing his life away doesn't make it cool. regardless, i think a gay thread is getting gayer and gayer with every reply.

 

[tHuG $TyLe]

should this ego fest be in that introduce yourself forum?

life isn't a walk in the fuckin' park. blathering on about how hard life was reeks of immaturity - especially at 19 when you haven't even faced shit yet. things might seem like a big deal now, but in 20 years when you've actually seen some real shit you'll know what i'm talking about. if i can get on my soapbox for a moment, if you truly faced a murder rap and all this drama before 19 maybe you need to think about things. just because some numbnut raps about throwing his life away doesn't make it cool. regardless, i think a gay thread is getting gayer and gayer with every reply.

Great post.....

sexy

This is now like an 9 on the homo-meter

 

[KAMIKAZI]

I don't get pissed off at things that normal people would be pissed off at... but little things like Rahim saying "Tight remix man!" to an off-bar Don't You Trust Me mix over a Chronic 2001 beat makes me want to break a broomstick over the temple of an innocent elder.

 

[Casey]

should this ego fest be in that introduce yourself forum?

life isn't a walk in the fuckin' park. blathering on about how hard life was reeks of immaturity - especially at 19 when you haven't even faced shit yet. things might seem like a big deal now, but in 20 years when you've actually seen some real shit you'll know what i'm talking about. if i can get on my soapbox for a moment, if you truly faced a murder rap and all this drama before 19 maybe you need to think about things. just because some numbnut raps about throwing his life away doesn't make it cool. regardless, i think a gay thread is getting gayer and gayer with every reply.

I'm not blathering on about life being hard. That's not what I'm about, very rarely do I speak on it. I just don't like people jumping to conclusions and saying I've had an easy life, which IMO is a strange conclusion to come to based on a post that is simply stating that I'm not the type of person to get angry. As far as the murder rap, yes I DID think about things a lot back then, which was just before I really started taking music seriously and since then, things have been mostly fine and dandy.

Thanks for your concern. :thumb:

 

[_carmi]

do you explode a lot?

 

[Pacaveli-T]

i dunno anymore as far as anger goes, while it seems i should get mad i just dont bother getting pissed because it requires too much energy as for the ones who try to taunt me to get mad i tend to walk away or hang up on them, or else i get violent

 

[tennis_dog]

man...you got some life story, man....

i'm really a kinda laid back person too...i don talk alot unless someone cracks my shell...then i kinda start pouring myself out to people....the same thing with my anger...i dunno how to say without sounding like im someone people like to pick on at school, cuz im not, but alotta my friends know me for just taking their shit and moving on.... my first name is kinda feminine...but that's what we get for being indian, right? so i get called different names for fun...it doesnt piss me off...and yes, that's a very minor thing, but people take shots at me and i just smile and dont do anything.... i think it gets to em, so they come back, put an arm around me and say the were just joking....taht's actually how i made alotta my friends... i guess you gotta learn to take shit from people...cuz yes, in the end, we all die, and it doesnt matter...

your situation is somewhat similar too... i keep anger inside all the time... my parents remind me, constantly, that they wont pay for college, when only freshman year of high school they were saying if i went into the medicine line, they'd fund everything...alotta that shit puts stress on me, and it would on anyone, but i guess you gotta learn that when EVERYTHING boils down to the core, all you have left in this world is yourself.... at some point, even family members and friends bail out on you, and you become a lost case...to them atleast...

my point?? stop worring so much about people... something is obviously up with you and your sis....your band just broke up, what's next for you? are you ruined? will you find a way out? when shit starts working out again, it should all come back to normal....it's a cycle....so the hardships will start again soon, and then come back down... you hear the phrase, life is like a see-saw?? very few people have a fat kid sitting on the other end....meaning very few people have it good from the get go and until they die....so its normal to go through shit like this....

hell, what do i know?? im only 17, what do i know about life?? well, that philosophy i just mentioned above is something ive adopted and im trying to do everyday...and it's starting to work out fine now... i just focus on myself and fuck everyone else.... i figured this way i cant go wrong and cant regret anything.... i've never regretted not worrying about someone else...

 

[Kareem]

Sometimes I've wondered and people have asked why I don't get angry a lot. I think it's because a) I'm a chilled-out pimpalicious playalistic funkadelic sexcruisin' futurelovin being from the planet superdope.

and b) in all seriousness, when people try to make you angry, why resort to taking the bait? thats what they want! and in my strange mind, anything that would make a normal person angry is just part of god's plan of trying to make me angry and its not gonna work!

Right now my sister just freaked out on me and threw mango soda all over me before having a breakdown outside, calling my dad to try and tell him how evil his son is (sorry sis, he ain't that dumb), and as for other people in my life.....well i'm not even going to go there but let's just say a NORMAL person would be very angry for a very long time.

But somehow I'm not, and it's not that I don't care, I obviously do and I care a lot, but I'm just too laid-back to yell or freak out on people. I believe in karma as well, so I'm not going to treat anybody badly. If they decide to treat me badly, well thats on them, not on me.

I think I have anger management issues.

For some reason the whole movie Anger Managment movie just flashed through my mind while reading your post. Get the anger monkeys off your back! haha goosefraba

anyway most of the time im calm too but certain people like my ex wife can set me off real easy I guess part of that is her inability to grow up an mature at age 24. anyway i think its good too sometimes let your anger out, dont let it build up too much or ya might end up being one of those people we see on the 6 o clock news sniping people from a clock tower

 

[BIG NASTY]

i get really angry when my mom is in her moods where she will find anything to bitch about and fuck does it get me pissed off. oh well im gunna get my own place soon enough

 

[tennis_dog]

^^ to me, revenge is the greatest thing on earth.... when you stop talking to someone after the fuck with you, and then start doing well, it's the best thing....

 

[ItsmeyaC]

do you explode a lot?

stop being dirty.

im really laid back myself and dont really get pissed off at little things, i just dont see the point in getting pissed off at dumb things, especially things i cant change... i just get on and keep doing what im doing, and what tennis_cat said about concentrate on yaself and fuck everyone else.. i started doing that couple years ago.. and lifes a lot better now.. yeah usually when people snap and do an outburst its usually for attention (to get talked about) or to impress someone.. or just a sign to some deeper shit going on in their life.. all i do is quote pac at the end of me against the world

 

[linx]

Well.. I am the type to not let things bother me really. Of course there are always gonna be exceptions for whatever reasons, but for the most part I am too relaxed to get all hyped up and stupid over some ridiculous shit. I get annoyed easy, but not mad very easy. Some people I know call it the "same thing", but to me it's very different. People are different though and you will always see people react to things differently. I aint the type of dude to sit around and talk about my past like it's some shit to be proud of. Infact, I can't stand when people DO do that. It's just whack to me, plain and simple. That's no subliminal shit though, i'm speaking in general. I'm just a real unique and "be yourself" type dude, that's all.

 

[Sebastian]

I dont believe half of you guys. I could piss you all off in a minute....just by writing stupid things and posting it on the net.

 

[tennis_dog]

^^ yeah, that's true...for some reason, for me, the internet can piss me off, yet if i met the people that piss me off in real life, i'd be able to handle them... something about the internet...

 

[ill-matic]

I know there are 11 yearolds on the planet who sell drugs, certainly never seen any in the UK though! And if if ever did come across any when i was on the drug scene im pretty sure i would have been confiscating all there drugs and giving them a a cuff around the ear.

youre a pompous prick, and you're overwhelmingly arrogant and narrow minded to assume that someone hasn't struggled or stressed just because theyre 19.

 

[KAMIKAZI]

i get really angry when my mom is in her moods where she will find anything to bitch about

Like mother like son.

 

[BIG NASTY]

Like mother like son.

part of it has rubbed onto me but i'm nowhere near my mom.

 

[stefanwzyga]

youre a pompous prick, and you're overwhelmingly arrogant and narrow minded to assume that someone hasn't struggled or stressed just because theyre 19.

If your gonna quote me atleast quote me on the correct quote in the thread.


I know plenty 19 yearolds have tough lives and are stressed, but i aint talking to all 19 yearolds am i? im talking to militant and trying to understand why he dont get angry,but i understand now he's maybe just a cool charactor.

And by the way there aint no beef in the thread! not untill you started throwing immature insults.

And for the record POMPOUS:laugh: that's some cool lingo ya got going on there.

 

[ill-matic]

If your gonna quote me atleast quote me on the correct quote in the thread.


I know plenty 19 yearolds have tough lives and are stressed, but i aint talking to all 19 yearolds am i? im talking to militant and trying to understand why he dont get angry,but i understand now he's maybe just a cool charactor.

And by the way there aint no beef in the thread! not untill you started throwing immature insults.

And for the record POMPOUS:laugh: that's some cool lingo ya got going on there.

lol no beef at all. i just wanted to use the word pompous