i under stand your frustrated, & confused by new thingz in your life. don't get me wrong, family is a noble cause, THA MOST NOBLE OF ALL! as 4 religen, i realy don't see eye to eye wit you. i have alwayz thought of it as a resign 2 kill each other & say it's ok, uknow. but anything that makes u a better man, i'm all 4!!!! & will never down a man 4 hiz bliefs. but think real hard bout this, u can run wit yr religon & reach, well lets say 2,000 people a year, or u can run wit yr fam, religon, & outlaw fanz & reach 300,000+ people every time u drop! (this # will grow wit time) i've been listening to your trackz on a daily basis & don't get tired of them! your 1 of tha souljahz out there that haz tha best chance at reaching people! people in tha gutter, people without hope, people that feel like they have nothin 2 live 4, people that have lost their way, people that want 2 die, people like u & me used 2 b!! i think tha outlawz were all blessed wit a part of pac's spirit & soul, i think he left u all giftz! & i think he left u the power 2 reach tha hart of tha people!!! 2 stop doing what yr meant 2 do, 2 take yr power 2 help people & store it in tha closet!!! is a very bad chose!! 1 that u will regret tha rest of your life, & if u take tha chance & fail at least u can say father, pac, yak, mom & dad i tried! i really tried!! that's what i wanna b able to tell my lil girl when i see her again!!! ask yr fanz i'm sure we are willing 2 do what it takes 4 u 2 acoplish yr goalz! whether itz hangin posterz, sending e-mailz, word of mouth, or watching your back! i think if ya'll ask 4 help u'ld b suprized how many of us will stand up! & do what's got 2 b done 2 get u past tha black ball!!!!! that's kept tha lawz off tha radio, stopped tha videoz, & off tha pac tribute showz!!! any1 that feelz tha same plz make yr mark here!!!