i dunno what happened to you, but i def. agree with what you're saying...
anyone read angels and demons??? remember when the carmelengo explains to some guy about if there's a god or not?? im not gonna quote it, and it's quite a bit of information, but using that, i'll say this... even if there is no good...it feels good having that sense of protection... you ever do something and you tell someone to watch your back or do something else... you follow through with what you're doing thinking that that person will save you or help you...you get to the other side, and turn to see your didnt even know you started?? so while that feeling of protection was there, it wasnt real, but it in fact made you keep going forward instead of looking back halway, and risk falling off or getting caught, or whatever the hell it was you were doing that needed that friends help...
if there's no god, i dont care.. i find that when i pray before i go to bed, and pray before i go to school, i feel better inside...i still fail that math quiz but for some reason, im happy inside and it feels good...
that was what this discussion was about right?