What should i do?

[KFatal]

ok its like theres 2 people inside of me fighting. one which wants to live for something good and make a change in the community, and another who says fuck everything ill just live regularly. i want to live for a cause, and my heart is telling me to do this too, but the only thing thats stoping me is these thoughts that come up and say "if you live for to do something good, chances are u will die young" and the only thing that fears me about that is what my family would do if i died.. what do yall thing i should do?? should i follow my heart??

 

[*suspect#1*]

always follow your heart mayn in any situation your in.....if somthing inside of you is telling you you should do somthing or its saying that you shouldnt you should listen....never live for the moment there can be serious negative reprcussions in decsions yuo make just trying to do the in the moment thing.....always strive to do you best never try to hurt anyone or yourself along the way.....I dont know what your into but you know staying positive and doing the right thing will always take you further in life then anything else always strive to be the best dont get sidetracked with bullshit liek pussy and money and drugs those things can kill you in a second or make you wish you were dead......an honest living with a dedicated female and positive goals will get you farther than any hustling partying and getting as much pussy as possible take it from me mayn i been through it all doin dirt jail dirty bitches...i use to live my life like i was gonna die that day and now im 25 and its caught up to me......and the thing is i had all the positive stuff i needed but i threw it all away for the game........jail is nothing nice at anytime....im not built to be locked up and neither are you prolly......drugs are nowhere they just lead to jail.....duckin bullets is not fun getting into big scraps isnt fun after awhile always watching your back is no fun.....you may think shit im making all this money got these hoes got my gansgter ass homie who got my back.....shit you may tink you have it made but true peace in life is the road that is harder to travel.......you can have your whole life taken from you in one way or the other so easily with a snap of the fingers boom its gone you know? i tell all the young homies around my way the same thing when they starting out on the road i went down i can see the pain in there eyes that i felt at a young age and watch them doing teh same stuff i would do.......but you cant tell them shit they wont listen......sorry for rambling mayn i may be way off piont with this but i say strive for your best and be the best you can be always!! dont fall into the trap I did

 

[KFatal]

always follow your heart mayn in any situation your in.....if somthing inside of you is telling you you should do somthing or its saying that you shouldnt you should listen....never live for the moment there can be serious negative reprcussions in decsions yuo make just trying to do the in the moment thing.....always strive to do you best never try to hurt anyone or yourself along the way.....I dont know what your into but you know staying positive and doing the right thing will always take you further in life then anything else always strive to be the best dont get sidetracked with bullshit liek pussy and money and drugs those things can kill you in a second or make you wish you were dead......an honest living with a dedicated female and positive goals will get you farther than any hustling partying and getting as much pussy as possible take it from me mayn i been through it all doin dirt jail dirty bitches...i use to live my life like i was gonna die that day and now im 25 and its caught up to me......and the thing is i had all the positive stuff i needed but i threw it all away for the game........jail is nothing nice at anytime....im not built to be locked up and neither are you prolly......drugs are nowhere they just lead to jail.....duckin bullets is not fun getting into big scraps isnt fun after awhile always watching your back is no fun.....you may think shit im making all this money got these hoes got my gansgter ass homie who got my back.....shit you may tink you have it made but true peace in life is the road that is harder to travel.......you can have your whole life taken from you in one way or the other so easily with a snap of the fingers boom its gone you know? i tell all the young homies around my way the same thing when they starting out on the road i went down i can see the pain in there eyes that i felt at a young age and watch them doing teh same stuff i would do.......but you cant tell them shit they wont listen......sorry for rambling mayn i may be way off piont with this but i say strive for your best and be the best you can be always!! dont fall into the trap I did

damn, thx for the big write up :thumb:. Im tryin to get the community back on its feet, and tryin to get rid of homelessness. but the thing is, i know that all good people that do good for this type of shit die young, so im not sure what i should do should i follow my heart and live like i believe i should even if shit could get me killed, r should i just say fuck it and not do anything for the community?..

 

[Glockmatic]

how is helping a community going to get you killed?

 

[KFatal]

how is helping a community going to get you killed?

look at what happened to pac

 

[Glockmatic]

He made enemies which costed him his life. They didn't kill him because he was giving turkeys to families. Make more friends then enemies and you won't die at an early age

 

[Bigg Limn]

look at what happened to pac

That is the stupidest comment you could've said on this topic.
Helping you community does not get you killed. Helping his community did not get Pac killed, making enemies and having a big mouth did.

 

[Bender]

Conflict of thoughts. Try thinking that no matter what you do there is gonna be a good and a bad side to it.