here's a lil flow i came up wit just sitting here....
Damn, why am I in love wit my own voice,
4 Some crooked reason I love 2 hear myself make da wrong choice,
It was my choice to drop out of school,
Now I'm 21 waiting for 22,
Ask the law I've broken plenty of rules,
From breaking and entering,
To not being a big brother mentoring the kids,
For not showing um' there is a better way 2 live,
This life I live is catching up fast,
And at last I remember the sleepless nights,
Watching my inner demons fight,
I ain't dreaming tonight, I don't wanna sleep,
So I'm a get high N' let the marijuna creep,
This music is deep just like my grave,
My soul is dark, I can't see the light of day,
So I pay for my sins, cuz death is where all life begins...
For some reason I have an ambition 2 die,
A fucc'd up life if you'd listen you'd cry,
Havin' a death wish u wishin' 2 try,
I've been wishin' 2 die, hopin' for another reincarnation,
So my homies can say another rest peace dedicatation,
I've been patient, but I can't take this pain anymore,
This my last testament there won't be anymore,
What's this for, I have no purpose,
Tell my moms I want a sunrise service,
Feelin' worthless from the years of alcoholic abuse,
Still smokin' chronic it's like what's the use,
When your homies are dead N' your kin is dyin',
It feels like nobody's bein' a man, leaving there children cryin',
I ain't lying these some facts,
N' why the fucc is my cousin still smokin' crack,
The devil is back, the end of days,
Suicide seems to be the only solution to end my ways...
just a lil something i was t hinking about
Damn, why am I in love wit my own voice,
4 Some crooked reason I love 2 hear myself make da wrong choice,
It was my choice to drop out of school,
Now I'm 21 waiting for 22,
Ask the law I've broken plenty of rules,
From breaking and entering,
To not being a big brother mentoring the kids,
For not showing um' there is a better way 2 live,
This life I live is catching up fast,
And at last I remember the sleepless nights,
Watching my inner demons fight,
I ain't dreaming tonight, I don't wanna sleep,
So I'm a get high N' let the marijuna creep,
This music is deep just like my grave,
My soul is dark, I can't see the light of day,
So I pay for my sins, cuz death is where all life begins...
For some reason I have an ambition 2 die,
A fucc'd up life if you'd listen you'd cry,
Havin' a death wish u wishin' 2 try,
I've been wishin' 2 die, hopin' for another reincarnation,
So my homies can say another rest peace dedicatation,
I've been patient, but I can't take this pain anymore,
This my last testament there won't be anymore,
What's this for, I have no purpose,
Tell my moms I want a sunrise service,
Feelin' worthless from the years of alcoholic abuse,
Still smokin' chronic it's like what's the use,
When your homies are dead N' your kin is dyin',
It feels like nobody's bein' a man, leaving there children cryin',
I ain't lying these some facts,
N' why the fucc is my cousin still smokin' crack,
The devil is back, the end of days,
Suicide seems to be the only solution to end my ways...
just a lil something i was t hinking about
