I can sleep for 4 hours and a wake up automatically around the 4 hour time frame. I really hate this and it has bothered me for like 3 years. It's not a question of needing more sleep because when I wake up, I can't get back to sleep because my body feels like it's ready to start the day and I don't need anymore sleep. But in my head, I want to sleep at least 3 more hours because I love sleeping. I will wake up and lay down in bed for like an hour praying I will fall back asleep because I'll be awake at 5 or 6 am (depending on when I went to sleep), but it never works. MY FREAKING BODY is always ready to start the day. In my mind I want to sleep, but it's like the devil is on one shoulder telling me that I can't waste time (serious). Whoever I'm living with at the time usually thinks when they wake up early in the morning that I have been up all night.
Meanwhile, it could be a productive day or non-productive day--it doesn't matter, I'll rarely be so tired that I am absolutely dying to lay down at the end of the night. I have too much energy in me. At work, I cannot bare to stand or sit still. I don't like when it's not busy because I will go crazy in my head. I will walk in circles or tap my fingers on the desk and twirl around in the chair. I hate not being productive. When I am not productive--it is at these moments I swear I have ADHD. I don't like sitting at a computer for more than an hour. At work it won't bother me because it's work related and I'm being productive. But over the past while, I've grown increasingly irritated by sitting at a computer for too long. I will tap my feet or move my legs anxiously. And it's not like I'm not doing anything during the day where I need to get this energy out. In the morning I will go run for an hour or so. After work I'll go play basketball, shoot around with some friends and work out by lifting beer bottles.
I hate this shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Is anyone else like this?
Meanwhile, it could be a productive day or non-productive day--it doesn't matter, I'll rarely be so tired that I am absolutely dying to lay down at the end of the night. I have too much energy in me. At work, I cannot bare to stand or sit still. I don't like when it's not busy because I will go crazy in my head. I will walk in circles or tap my fingers on the desk and twirl around in the chair. I hate not being productive. When I am not productive--it is at these moments I swear I have ADHD. I don't like sitting at a computer for more than an hour. At work it won't bother me because it's work related and I'm being productive. But over the past while, I've grown increasingly irritated by sitting at a computer for too long. I will tap my feet or move my legs anxiously. And it's not like I'm not doing anything during the day where I need to get this energy out. In the morning I will go run for an hour or so. After work I'll go play basketball, shoot around with some friends and work out by lifting beer bottles.
I hate this shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Is anyone else like this?
