As some of you might have noticed I haven't posted on here for a month. I'm back now but I'm afraid it'll be for a short period of time and I don't think I'll be able to post very often; I've been doing lots of things, there were just too many things on my head these weeks.
So I dunno if anyone cares, but here's a summary of my life last month.
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I found a job, my first job actually! I work in the Human Resources department of a multinational company, and it's so exciting! I've met lots of interesting people, I've learned so much, my bosses are very open minded people, and they let me take some decisions. But on the other hand, the responsability is too much; I'm the youngest person in there but I think I just have to get used to it.
College was great this year, I had never thought I'd enjoy it so much. I made excellent friends, but I don't think I'll be able to see them anymore, we wont be on the same classes this year
. But it's ok, I suppose I can meet new people, though I'll miss them a lot.
The other problem is that I won't have to much time for my life this year. I'll have to wake up at 6 am, come back at 9 pm, study as much as I can, and go to sleep. Besides that, I want to study french on the weekends. I know it'll be very difficult, but I'll find a way to handle everything.
I've had some problems with my mum. We never had a good relationship, but sometimes it's like I can't stand it any longer. I hate that, it makes me feel awful. But I'm getting used to it, so it's ok.
Love has always been a problem for me and this time is no exception. I've kinda fell in love with a guy, he's just unique. I had never met someone like him before. I've told him how I feel about him 4 months ago, and our relatoinship is just weird. He says he's confused and he doesn't want to play with me, but two weeks ago we went out and everything was perfect... He was extremely sweet and soft, he took my hand and he was caressing my fingers all the time... He was so nice
But no, we didn't kiss, and I was too shy to tell him I like him. So we never talked about the topic, we just sat there, looking at each other. That was so dumb. I lost a great chance.
Last weekend I asked him if he wanted to go out or do something, but he said he and his family had been invited to a party some friends of his dad had been organising. The folowing day he told me he had met a girl there :fury: He said that she was really nice, they had been talking and he had enjoyed the conversation very much. He also said it was a pity she lived a little far from his place.
I was like WTF. I was soooo pissed off! And now he's on holidays in Cuba, he won't be back till the first days of March *cries*. The worst thing is that he went there with his mum, his dad and some friends of his family, including an 18-years-old girl. But I don't care... I'll wait till he comes back and be a little more agressive;I'll tell him how much I like him in a direct way, I'm getting tired of all this. I just hope he doesn't fall in love with anybody on that trip... I'm such a bad person, I know... I'd be extremely happy for him (he never had an easy life), but it'd completely destroy me at the same time.
On other news, I have a new cell phone, a Motorola V3.
I'm planning to get a tattoo, but I'm not sure of what I want yet.
I started litening to Björk, I think she's excellent.
Well, that's everything!!! At last! Now tell me what's been going on here
So I dunno if anyone cares, but here's a summary of my life last month.
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I found a job, my first job actually! I work in the Human Resources department of a multinational company, and it's so exciting! I've met lots of interesting people, I've learned so much, my bosses are very open minded people, and they let me take some decisions. But on the other hand, the responsability is too much; I'm the youngest person in there but I think I just have to get used to it.
College was great this year, I had never thought I'd enjoy it so much. I made excellent friends, but I don't think I'll be able to see them anymore, we wont be on the same classes this year
. But it's ok, I suppose I can meet new people, though I'll miss them a lot. The other problem is that I won't have to much time for my life this year. I'll have to wake up at 6 am, come back at 9 pm, study as much as I can, and go to sleep. Besides that, I want to study french on the weekends. I know it'll be very difficult, but I'll find a way to handle everything.
I've had some problems with my mum. We never had a good relationship, but sometimes it's like I can't stand it any longer. I hate that, it makes me feel awful. But I'm getting used to it, so it's ok.
Love has always been a problem for me and this time is no exception. I've kinda fell in love with a guy, he's just unique. I had never met someone like him before. I've told him how I feel about him 4 months ago, and our relatoinship is just weird. He says he's confused and he doesn't want to play with me, but two weeks ago we went out and everything was perfect... He was extremely sweet and soft, he took my hand and he was caressing my fingers all the time... He was so nice
But no, we didn't kiss, and I was too shy to tell him I like him. So we never talked about the topic, we just sat there, looking at each other. That was so dumb. I lost a great chance.Last weekend I asked him if he wanted to go out or do something, but he said he and his family had been invited to a party some friends of his dad had been organising. The folowing day he told me he had met a girl there :fury: He said that she was really nice, they had been talking and he had enjoyed the conversation very much. He also said it was a pity she lived a little far from his place.
I was like WTF. I was soooo pissed off! And now he's on holidays in Cuba, he won't be back till the first days of March *cries*. The worst thing is that he went there with his mum, his dad and some friends of his family, including an 18-years-old girl. But I don't care... I'll wait till he comes back and be a little more agressive;I'll tell him how much I like him in a direct way, I'm getting tired of all this. I just hope he doesn't fall in love with anybody on that trip... I'm such a bad person, I know... I'd be extremely happy for him (he never had an easy life), but it'd completely destroy me at the same time.
On other news, I have a new cell phone, a Motorola V3.
I'm planning to get a tattoo, but I'm not sure of what I want yet.
I started litening to Björk, I think she's excellent.
Well, that's everything!!! At last! Now tell me what's been going on here
And dont worry bout him, Ill be ur boytoy till march. 
