Its been two months, I cant take it any long, BRB Im going to go to the corner store for a pack of smokes....
I don;t get it, seriously.
How hard can it be to quit smoking?
I just don't get it. If you could go without it for 2 months you should be able to do withput it forever.

What you don't realize is that you miss all that because the nicotine has become associated to it. Your brain gives you a virtual nicotine effect from just putting the cigarette in your hand, without any exposure to nicotine. So your body will crave holding it and flicking the ash. (You crave $12.50 a pack.:angryI miss the actual ACT of smoking. I miss having it in my hand, I miss the crackle it makes when you light it in the cold of night, I miss rolling the smoke out of my mouth and nose, I miss flicking the ash, I miss puffing on it, I miss flicking the butt away. I miss SMOKING. I dont miss the nicotine, I miss the actual act of smoking, I always really enjoyed it.
And more than just the nicotine does that. Take your pick out of about 4,000 chemical agents. Besides DNA damage which could lead to cancer, smoking permanently alters genes that affect all kinds of processes, turns them off or on, and qutting smoking doesn't seem to change them back.