Fears

[Euphanasia]

what are your fears?

i have many and they are grave

i'll never find happiness
i'll never get married
i'll never have a child
i'll never enjoy my job
i'll never have money
i'll never be sexually satisfied
i'll never be the person i want to be
i'll never get over the past

just jotted those down in about 3 seconds. scary right?

 

[SiGh]

what are your fears?

2 nights ago, I had an amazing time, especially since with all the ish that's been going on in my life the past few weeks.

Anyways, a bunch of my boys took me out to NYC--got a hotel in Newark--Robert Treat, shits nice. In NYC--we went to a club, Webster Hall. Had an amazing time, shits like 5 floors of partying.

Went out for drinks afterward and just got retarded. Drink after drink after drink.

Saw some girl knock the shit out of this guy, (Euphanasia, that you?), right outside the bar, lol. Anyways, then we went to this other joint and by then I was already all sorts of fucked, but I still knew what I was doing. Its been a while since I've gotten drunk, drunk. I wasn't there yet, I still knew what I was doing.

Anyways, we were all having a good time when we all met a bunch of girls. We all hit it off and shit and most of us split up. I started to talk to these two girls and we hit it off. We hung out there for a minute and then decided to go back to the hotel.

Got to the hotel, had a few bottles up there and we started drinking some more and started to get comfortable. Anyways, we did start taking each others clothes off and shit---and we started getting it on..


Or I think we did..












I woke up the next morning with 4 naked guys in the room They weren't my boys either. Huge hang over

I don't wanna know what happened after everything went blur, that's my fear.

 

[ArtsyGirl]

SiGh.. I told you not to post this.

 

[Farzin]

2 nights ago, I had an amazing time, especially since with all the ish that's been going on in my life the past few weeks.

Anyways, a bunch of my boys took me out to NYC--got a hotel in Newark--Robert Treat, shits nice. In NYC--we went to a club, Webster Hall. Had an amazing time, shits like 5 floors of partying.

Went out for drinks afterward and just got retarded. Drink after drink after drink.

Saw some girl knock the shit out of this guy, (Euphanasia, that you?), right outside the bar, lol. Anyways, then we went to this other joint and by then I was already all sorts of fucked, but I still knew what I was doing. Its been a while since I've gotten drunk, drunk. I wasn't there yet, I still knew what I was doing.

Anyways, we were all having a good time when we all met a bunch of girls. We all hit it off and shit and most of us split up. I started to talk to these two girls and we hit it off. We hung out there for a minute and then decided to go back to the hotel.

Got to the hotel, had a few bottles up there and we started drinking some more and started to get comfortable. Anyways, we did start taking each others clothes off and shit---and we started getting it on..


Or I think we did..












I woke up the next morning with 4 naked guys in the room They weren't my boys either. Huge hang over

I don't wanna know what happened after everything went blur, that's my fear.

I knew this story was bullshit the second i read you mention 'friends".


Fucking lying ass bitch.

 

[keco52]

happiness can't be found...it's a choice.

um...I guess I fear I won't be able to accomplish everything I want before I die.

 

[Stred]

I can honestly say I don't fear anything. I may get scared from time to time but I am not constantly fearful of something.

Shit happens. Play with the cards you are dealt, not what ones you want.

and lmao @ SiGh

 

[Casey]

happiness can't be found...it's a choice.

It can't be found nor is it a choice. Happiness is nothing more than a certain chemical balance in your brain.

At times I have felt incredibly happy for no apparent reason. Other times I feel incredibly unhappy for no apparent reason. It is just chemicals shifting around.

 

[ArtsyGirl]

I agree chemical balance has alot to do with it, but also decisions/choices that someone makes can take them to a place where they are unhappy. It's alot of things.

 

[Flipmo]

Casey and Artistic are both right. You can't force yourself to be happy. It coems by the decisions you take, and those silly chemicals floating around in your head (raise that dopamine levels guys, without the cocaine lol)

 

[ArtsyGirl]

Flip makes me happy.

 

[Rahim]

dropping milk

 

[Flipmo]

Artistic girl makes me happy ..... also this black coffee which caffeine rush is giving me one hell of a stiffy. :love:

 

[keco52]

At times I have felt incredibly happy for no apparent reason. Other times I feel incredibly unhappy for no apparent reason. It is just chemicals shifting around.

That would be an imbalance of those chemicals in YOUR brain. Not everyone has an imbalance.

 

[Da_Funk]

It can't be found nor is it a choice. Happiness is nothing more than a certain chemical balance in your brain.

At times I have felt incredibly happy for no apparent reason. Other times I feel incredibly unhappy for no apparent reason. It is just chemicals shifting around.

I'm the exact same way.


As for fears, I can't say I have any. I'm still young, I'm well on my way to accomplishing what I want in life and I've been setting myself up so that I'm going to be good for years to come. So unless something drastic happens in my life I think I'll be ok.

 

[juicebox3]

That would be an imbalance of those chemicals in YOUR brain. Not everyone has an imbalance.

Aside from your hormonal ones, yes, not everyone has an imbalance. :nuts:

 

[keco52]

Aside from your hormonal ones, yes, not everyone has an imbalance. :nuts:

:love: I mees you

 

[Bobby Sands]

who is this juicebox?

 

[Bobby Sands]

its not that retarded CUNT dilla is it?

 

[Sebastian]

Now that you mention it, yeah, it might be him.

 

[Jeremy]

Happiness is rain drops on my window.

its not that retarded CUNT dilla is it?

Probably. Kelli can get her attention now. :love: