Doing really fucked up things!

[Salar]

Ok i'm going to be very very vague

Has anyone ever done something that they knew was only going to lead to pain and hurt for themselves, but they just hope it won't, despite the fact they KNOW it will hurt

Like right now, there's something i really really shouldn't be doing but i just can't let go. And i know i'm going to be in pain (especially emotionally) and i'll be down for months if i persist in doing what i want to be doing, yet i'm just hoping that everything will just be alright (but i KNOW it won't be alright). Al i have to do is just drop it but i can't. All i have to do is just let it slide... but i can't. It's as if i want to be hurt.

Fucked up or what?

 

[C.R.Y.]

is this thing youre doing make you want to kill yourself??

 

[Synful*Luv]

Would this situation happen to involve a certain female whom is not your girlfriend who you know that you shouldn't be talking to Mr.?

 

[Sebastian]

nah, not really

well sometimes, i talk to some people and i know, if the discussion gets deeper, i will get a headache because they are so fucking dumb, cant debate and dont understand the easiest things.

 

[ShockA]

Would this situation happen to involve a certain female whom is not your girlfriend who you know that you shouldn't be talking to Mr.?

Someone sounds a little jealous

 

[Synful*Luv]

Shhh

Nah, i just remember a post he made about some girl he like who wasn't his g/f.

 

[Swollen_Member]

Ok i'm going to be very very vague

Has anyone ever done something that they knew was only going to lead to pain and hurt for themselves, but they just hope it won't, despite the fact they KNOW it will hurt

Like right now, there's something i really really shouldn't be doing but i just can't let go. And i know i'm going to be in pain (especially emotionally) and i'll be down for months if i persist in doing what i want to be doing, yet i'm just hoping that everything will just be alright (but i KNOW it won't be alright). Al i have to do is just drop it but i can't. All i have to do is just let it slide... but i can't. It's as if i want to be hurt.

Fucked up or what?

Is it masterbation addiction? Keep ya head up son.:thumb:

 

[Outla Spirit]

ye who cares man do what ever u wanna do... teach ya self... its the best thin... in fact, fuck whatevr u doin n take my advice... go drank henny

 

[ChrisZimbo]

so what is it

 

[The.Menace]

Has anyone ever done something that they knew was only going to lead to pain and hurt for themselves

yes.

 

[_carmi]

i wanna know what it is.

yeah a lot of people do that including me lol. just cant let go but u know at the end u'll be hurt.

 

[THA_DAN]

Is it masterbation addiction? Keep ya head up son.:thumb:

lol

 

[Bender]

I get pissed (just about) every night knowing I am gonna feel like shit in the morning.

 

[Bender]

Genius post! Rep me please!

Ok i'm going to be very very vague

Has anyone ever done something that they knew was only going to lead to pain and hurt for themselves, but they just hope it won't, despite the fact they KNOW it will hurt

Like right now, there's something i really really shouldn't be doing but i just can't let go. And i know i'm going to be in pain (especially emotionally) and i'll be down for months if i persist in doing what i want to be doing, yet i'm just hoping that everything will just be alright (but i KNOW it won't be alright). Al i have to do is just drop it but i can't. All i have to do is just let it slide... but i can't. It's as if i want to be hurt.

Fucked up or what?

Great thread idea, reps!


What I believe you are getting at is the Laugh now Cry later principle employed by Tupac. And this principle is probably the best way of exploring Cause and Effect!

I am a great believer in Karma and would attach it to this principle.


I find the following quote fitting with what is being discussed here:

"I believe that everything that you do bad comes back to you. So everything that I do that's bad, I'm going to suffer from it. But in my mind, I believe what I'm doing is right. So I feel like I'm going to heaven."

 

[Shahin]

I am right now.

 

[devils_advok8]

I am right now.

Same, except that it was a 50/50 thing.If it worked out like planned, and it did, shit couldnt get any better, but if it didnt I'm fucked.There's still a chance things might flip but I have already taken the risk.

 

[~live2tell~]

Yes I have done in the past but trying not to do that anymore, I'm just not sure if it's worth it.

 

[k69atie]

^ same here

 

[OxyContin]

Ok i'm going to be very very vague

Has anyone ever done something that they knew was only going to lead to pain and hurt for themselves, but they just hope it won't, despite the fact they KNOW it will hurt

Like right now, there's something i really really shouldn't be doing but i just can't let go. And i know i'm going to be in pain (especially emotionally) and i'll be down for months if i persist in doing what i want to be doing, yet i'm just hoping that everything will just be alright (but i KNOW it won't be alright). Al i have to do is just drop it but i can't. All i have to do is just let it slide... but i can't. It's as if i want to be hurt.

Fucked up or what?

You're either fucking someone you're not supposed to, or fucking with very powerful opiates like me...

 

[Salar]

ok generally speaking i say what my situations are. I was being vague for a reason.

Mind you, This situation has made me realise what one of my greatest weaknesses is. And as much as i HATE to admit it, i put others well being before my own. It sounds as if it's a postive thing but trust me it isn't.