ive had this poem for a long time now, i never thought it was good enough to post up but here it goes:
Destroyed
You used me
Played with me and then tossed me aside
I feel like it’s my fault
Like somehow I cause this
I am torn in so many emotions
Grief
Anger
Embarrassment
You marked my body
Like grafiti on a wall
You took away the one thing I held dear
The one thing I could call my own
You bastard how could you do that to me
You took away my pride
My childhood
My virginity
But it meant nothing to you
I meant nothing to you
How could I?
You didn’t know me, I didn’t know you
I want it back
I want my innocence back
Now I have nothing to give
You ripped it away in a matter of minutes
It was all a blur
A bloody, terrible blur
For you it was pleasure
Oh, but for me it was pain
so much pain,
so many tears,
so many hours wasted wishing I could only go back
Go back to the days of being able to have fun
and not have to look over my shoulder
Go back to the days where I could trust a man
But this is what you want
You want my life to be a living hell
You are a sorry piece of shit exuse for a human being
Every human has a heart and a concious
You have neither
If you had a concious
it would have kicked in way before you ripped out of me
all that I held close
It would have told you that a girl wants to keep the only thing she can truly call hers
And if you had a heart
Then you would feel guilty
But you have no remorse
You blame your act of violence on testosterone
Bullshit
Nothing motivated you but the voices in your head
I was just in the wrong place at the wrong time
I almost feel sorry for you
Sorry that your pathetic exuse for a life had to come to this
Then I think of how many others there could have been
How many other lives have been ruined all because you wanted a little fun
You sacrificed nothing
But took everything
Now I must sacrifice something
I must sacrifice what life I have left
I have no need to live
(i kno its long sorry)
Destroyed
You used me
Played with me and then tossed me aside
I feel like it’s my fault
Like somehow I cause this
I am torn in so many emotions
Grief
Anger
Embarrassment
You marked my body
Like grafiti on a wall
You took away the one thing I held dear
The one thing I could call my own
You bastard how could you do that to me
You took away my pride
My childhood
My virginity
But it meant nothing to you
I meant nothing to you
How could I?
You didn’t know me, I didn’t know you
I want it back
I want my innocence back
Now I have nothing to give
You ripped it away in a matter of minutes
It was all a blur
A bloody, terrible blur
For you it was pleasure
Oh, but for me it was pain
so much pain,
so many tears,
so many hours wasted wishing I could only go back
Go back to the days of being able to have fun
and not have to look over my shoulder
Go back to the days where I could trust a man
But this is what you want
You want my life to be a living hell
You are a sorry piece of shit exuse for a human being
Every human has a heart and a concious
You have neither
If you had a concious
it would have kicked in way before you ripped out of me
all that I held close
It would have told you that a girl wants to keep the only thing she can truly call hers
And if you had a heart
Then you would feel guilty
But you have no remorse
You blame your act of violence on testosterone
Bullshit
Nothing motivated you but the voices in your head
I was just in the wrong place at the wrong time
I almost feel sorry for you
Sorry that your pathetic exuse for a life had to come to this
Then I think of how many others there could have been
How many other lives have been ruined all because you wanted a little fun
You sacrificed nothing
But took everything
Now I must sacrifice something
I must sacrifice what life I have left
I have no need to live
(i kno its long sorry)
