commiting suicide?

[FUK_BADBOY]

who in this board has thought about commiting suicide?
i no i have acouple times in my life but then i thought wat my family would be like if i wasnt here

 

[Hymnz]

i'm sure everyone has had contemplations. i have SERIOUSLY thought about it. i was so close to getting some cyanide (sp?) once in my life, but i'm glad i didn't. everytime i think about doing it, a week or two later, something good happens and i keep thinking "what if i had commited suicide? i would never have enjoyed this and my family would be devastated financially and emotionally..."
so whenever i think about it now i keep thinking positively. things will get better.

 

[FUK_BADBOY]

yeah thats what i thought about too
hey what does (sp?) mean? thnx

 

[Hymnz]

it means i dont remember the spelling so it could be wrong

 

[FUK_BADBOY]

ty its been bungin me everyday, i see it everywhere
well thnxs tho

 

[Casey]

I'm sure a lot of people have thought about it at one point in their life. I myself had some very low points about 4 years ago where I was very unhappy.

 

[stefanwzyga]

I've wanted to die plenty times during my life, especially when i was all messed up on narcotics! I mean at one stage i was in £18.000 debt threw drugs and could'nt see a way out, but i would never had topped myself, but i defo wanted to die.

 

[Pittsey]

Only once. And my mind wasn't clear due to some extra chemicals that were in my body at the time.

This was a year ago. And it lasted only a month. It was good for me, gave me empathy for those with mental health problems that I'd never had before.

Valium also helped.

 

[True Thugz]

Thought about death a lot for about a year a few years back.
It's all a learning curve. Makes ya understand a lot about life and yourself. It's normal. After all the bullshit has cleared things seem a little clearer.

 

[BILLY HO]

I,ve felt like giving up,since the murder of my little brother last year {R.I.P lee}ive got the court cases in april for it. and friends now dont come round cos in so many words they dont know what to say to me ,a catch 22, but the the thing that keeps me here is i stay fuck this im staying alive to get the mother fucker that killed my brother when he finished his fucking life sentence that he should get. ive put a couple of goals together like my driving lessons which i start wednesday and i pasted the theory the other week ive my brothers mini that was finished in his memory to drive to and im working again to keep me busy.thing is my brother wouldnt want me 2 give up and i no that, i invision what he would do if i died and he was sat here infront of this computer and he would say im gonna get that fucker for Billy im not gonna give up and let the guy win.plus the fact i couldnt do it and put that that on my Father it would be nothing but selfish to kill myself . sorry if 2 deep u asked lol

 

[critikaldesignz]

i'm sure everyone has had contemplations. i have SERIOUSLY thought about it. i was so close to getting some cyanide (sp?) once in my life, but i'm glad i didn't. everytime i think about doing it, a week or two later, something good happens and i keep thinking "what if i had commited suicide? i would never have enjoyed this and my family would be devastated financially and emotionally..."
so whenever i think about it now i keep thinking positively. things will get better.

:thumb: quoted for best speech of the day.

 

[The.Menace]

Yes I have and I will again, I'm pretty sure I'll end my life myself - I love the thought of chosin myself the point of my death.

 

[Kevsta2004]

Yes but I wouldn't physically be able to do it to, I'd restrain myself at last minute.

 

[stefanwzyga]

plus the fact i couldnt do it and put that that on my Father it would be nothing but selfish to kill myself .

Yeah you got to stay close to your family, an come threw the rough times. I mean they say times a great healer and it is, but its easy for me to say that, it was'nt my little bro who died.

 

[Bender]

I commited suicide, but never died.

Then I got killed and came back to life.

 

[Outla Spirit]

thought bout it... but it seems like every1 has... i wouldnt do it just because of my family n its fucked up n selfish 2 leave em 2 deal with a dead bitch who just commited suicide... i.e - myself

 

[Cooper]

no.

 

[yak pac fatal]

na
my life aint thatbad

 

[jimmyk88]

I commited suicide, but never died.

Then I got killed and came back to life.

ha......ha.......ha....
I voted no.I don't solve my problem by trying to run away from them.That's just cowardly.

 

[Butt Rubber]

i was contemplating it for awhile, ill be honest