i tried coke for the first time last week, and then did it again on saturday
and worst of all i rilly liked it. I don wanna get addicted, and im not tellin neone at school, cuz if that got around id lose all respect. I feel soo dirty. I wanna do it again but i no i shouldnt. it is addicting, and i no that what im expierencing is nuthing compared to wut it will become if i actually get dependant on it. Im sry i jus needed to tell someone this, and who better than my good friends on pacboard lol 
and worst of all i rilly liked it. I don wanna get addicted, and im not tellin neone at school, cuz if that got around id lose all respect. I feel soo dirty. I wanna do it again but i no i shouldnt. it is addicting, and i no that what im expierencing is nuthing compared to wut it will become if i actually get dependant on it. Im sry i jus needed to tell someone this, and who better than my good friends on pacboard lol 
