I'm somewhere in between. I'm aware that most religions are irrational and fiction and that millions of people waste their lifes for something that doesn't exist. On the other hand I believe in deeper spirituality and whenever I think that there's no spirituality in life and take the scientific point of view it gets me depressed, because I know that it's probably true.
I know that if I'd force myself permanently into that point of view it would be bad for me tho. I'd rather believe that there is some kind of utopia somewhere. I'd rather believe that some things are spiritual, rather than believe in natural rights and that everything happens totally in an ordinary way according to physic/chemistry/mathematic laws.
I just chose to because that's when I enjoy my life more. I'd rather see something better in something plain than realise that it's just ordinary and there's nothing special about it.
I'd rather think and see beautiful things in something that other people would describe as normal and natural. That's my way to fully feel the joy of life because life as it is, is not bright enough - I think that the way to reach that joy is to free your mind as much as possible and try to see everything in a different way. I was depressed for a long time (you might even remember my threads here) and while I might sound a bit like some spiritual-religious psycho, I have to tell that it really works.
I know people that are totally optimistic and have their own perceptions of life, they don't pay much attention to their problems while they enjoy every moment and take the joy out of every second.
I wish I was that way, their lifes are really worth living and I envy them the most.