I agree with Chronic, and Radafi when u said about there being a higher power. After reading books like What The Bleep, Power of Now, The Secret etc... it really opened my mind to our incredibly amazing creation. Even on a scientific level, how can our cells exist so perfectly without something intelligent behind it? We arent all perfect in our day to day lives but our creation is.
Here is what Einstein said when asked if he believed in god.
I’m not an atheist. I don’t think I can call myself a pantheist. The problem involved is too vast for our limited minds. We are in the position of a little child entering a huge library filled with books in many languages.
The child knows someone must have written those books. It does not know how. It does not understand the languages in which they are written. The child dimly suspects a mysterious order in the arrangement of the books but doesn’t know what it is. That, it seems to me, is the attitude of even the most intelligent human being toward God. We see the universe marvelously arranged and obeying certain laws but only dimly understand these laws.
Basically saying he doesnt think we have the capacity to comprehend god.
Christianity on the whole, I just think its a shame that people buy into it. I know this guy who was sitting in a room while these 2 other guys were praying. He said he felt something really powerful, u know that epiphone that people get, and decided to become a christian. im just like man, what u felt was real but christianity isnt the answer. now u try to ask him his beliefs on certain things, like homosexuality, and he gives this text book answer about jesus. its not expanding his mind at all
maybe christianity isnt the answer for u, maybe it would be a good idea to dive deeper into it.